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I’ve had a night...
I'm home and been drinking since 6 and three hours later I’ve killed six beers.
I need a night where I can be home but take a vacation from myself. If you have never experienced a moment where you feel insanity/true self (which hopefully is complete clarity) you can understand that is a vacation where you want everyone yet no one to see you at that exact moment when they both met.
ok, laments terms...the moment where you see everything in such clarity you lose your complete "I swear I studied for the SAT" words meeting the primal "my insides are ripping" scream.
I can take on the world tomorrow....if you don't believe me...
walk in my shoes for the past year and tell me you don't come out ahead, cause I do and that's what makes me the bitch you love.