argh. i need to get on with my life. i'm tired emotionally, and i know this is just the begining of a long journey.

Next week school starts back again. I'm taking three classes this summer, which is going to kick my ass hard core. But I'll take the beating and give one back even bigger. I need to maintain my 4.0 and part of me is scared i may loose it this summer.

Then again, I also need to get back to school soon in order to get my mind focus on other issues beside mulling around inside my head. Getting over relationships is hard, especially when I'm doing the mental anguish. Time to breath and take a step forward.

One day I'll meet someone who'll take care of me the way I deserve, but now's not the time.