wow

7 months. I'm getting married in 7 months. Wow!

It's been 2 weeks since the fiancé has been in India, with 4 more to go before he comes home. I keep thinking that we have plenty of time to figure out wedding stuff, but we don't...not really.

I need to mail out the save the dates, get the lodging in order (yep, already), and start picking out bridesmaid's dresses. I already have my wedding dress. oh, it is a dream. I can't wait to wear it in 7 months. My mom, dad, and brother, and sister-in-law love it.

When I tried it on, I thought "this is exactly what I was looking for (not going to tell y'all, keeping the suspense until after the wedding)" As soon as my mom got up and put the veil on me...i started crying. Which in turn made my pregnant sister-in-law cry.

The lady helping me says that the veil does it every time. I told her to put the other dresses up, I didn't even want to look at them. When you know, you know.

In other news, I haven't had a cigarette in a month. wohoo!!!! I have been chewing the hell out of some straws, though. The cravings have gone away, except for certain situations. And, I have yet to venture into a smoking bar. So far the bars I've gone to have a beer have all been smoke free establishments. I may have to wait another month before that happens.