I can't blog anymore. After 6 years almost to the day, I am afraid I have to close up shop. These last few months of blogging have been me writing with a self-censoring. I no longer have a forum in which I can come and open up my heart and pour out the feelings and the thoughts I have. I'm sure some of my longer time readers have noticed the disjointed and surface level topics. I just can't write without the questions coming back at me in my personal life.

Many people know, that blogs are a place to vent, a place to air grievances, a place to tell funny stories, for me a place to jot my ramblings in my head...even if those ramblings don't make sense completely. Even if those ramblings may contain feelings that I must get out in words in order for me to work through and then come to another conclusion of feelings by the time I'm done with the blog entry. I can't do it anymore, or, I probably should find a new blog.

It's not fair that I have to give up one more thing in my life.