man, i wrote some good stuff, but in blogger fashion...i lost it.
Well, instead of recapturing the superb wit that I described yesterday, I am going to write what is really on my mind. Scary I know.
I am upset, hurt, and particularly want to curl up and cry, or go out into my yard and work instead of being around people. I searched high and low for the perfect leather jacket. Finally found it, just like the one on Super Natural. Why? to give to my darling husband for our anniversary. Since we can't remember when we started dating we have our marriage date, elopement date, what ever you want to call it. This is our second. Our first anniversary was celebrated with thousands and thousands of miles between us. This one...celebrated with me handing the perfect gift and receiving "i forgot".
Why should this even bother me, we married during my lunch break, we've spent a LARGE majority of the marriage apart, and only one of us wears a ring b/c it's an engagement ring not a wedding band. So bothering? Shouldn't, I should remain up beat, happy, chipper, and continue my days just like I have been for the past 2 years...
Sorry for the emotional mess, very unlike me. I will probably remove it in a couple of days as this feeling wears off. I promise tomorrow I will be back making fun of the groundhogs that declared early spring!
5 comments:
Sorry you're feeling so rotten about the hubby missing out on the date. Was he at least apologetic and "I'll make it up to you"?
Despite everything going on with Lynn and me, I still remember:
a) when we met
b) when we started dating
c) her birthday
d) our wedding day
e) the official engagement day (easy, it was Christmas Eve)
and f) while I don't remember the unofficial engagement day, I do remember it was about two weeks after we started dating... It sounds impulsive and romantic, but we didn't make it official for months later, and we had a year-and-a-half long engagement.
Sadly, there were no apologies or I’ll make it up to you. I'm not having a good start to the year and celebrations. My birthday resulted in an arguement and threatens to be canceled b/c i didn't want to go hang out with a girl he fawns over. Anniversary was a bust, and it's not looking like valentine's will be any better b/c there will be a guest in the house that night. So...I’m going to start going out and celebrating myself :)
Sadly, there were no apologies or I’ll make it up to you. I'm not having a good start to the year and celebrations. My birthday resulted in an arguement and threatens to be canceled b/c i didn't want to go hang out with a girl he fawns over. Anniversary was a bust, and it's not looking like valentine's will be any better b/c there will be a guest in the house that night. So...I’m going to start going out and celebrating myself :)
Hey sweetie! I was bored in my hotel room (as always) and I came across your blog. Sorry you're having a rotten start to your year. I can definitely empathize with rough times. Even though we've only just become friends over the last couple of months, feel free any time to give me a call to chat...even if its about nothing at all!
I absolutely can't wait to hang out with you again sometime very soon! Know that you are always welcome to come up to Memphis, its a great way to escape from reality at times!
Miss ya!
~Alli
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you that you have a better V-Day. Married two years... I had things a little rough at two years, but still, forgetting and not apologizing?
If he's not gonna appreciate you, you have to appreciate yourself. Have fun.
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